Today is day four of meditation. Since I didn't write the other days, I can give a brief recount of days two and three.

Day two happened to fall on my first day working in an intense warehouse for Amazon.com. Needless to say, I was exhausted. The shift is twelve hours of high powered labor. After eating a modest dinner, I sat down on the couch to tune in. I sat in normal lotus position. It was a nice medi-sit. Being so sleepy, my concentration tapered off near the end. Regardless, I felt the portal open. I fell in the subconscious portal, in other words I took a nap. :)

Day three of meditation was my second day working for Amazon. However, my boyfriend and best friend had given me a pill of life to get through the day. Vyvance is a nice prescription drug for ADHD that does wonders for concentration. Work was orgasmic. Meditation was, too. I sat for an hour. Mind breaths. slow drips of reality sinking in and out of perception. It lingered throughout the day. I remembered when awareness was all there was. It felt the same. When the mind did  not stray. Into day four I took a bike ride and rode with ease. Nothing was there but me. Everything was there but me. Duality is so strange.